• autistic royalty: the crown weighs heavy on my head
  • autistic royalty: the pressure feels kinda nice, actually


Sensory overload.

October 2014.



sleep is a good idea, in theory

sleep sounds good on paper but it can’t work in practice because of human nature.

wishywashymermaid replied to your post “basically, this is fucking bizarre. he/him: what the fuck, is that…”

to me you look very specifically byron which is like.! how cute! and very androgynous to me

thanks!! oh man androgynous is a comfy adjective for me, i get a tiny bit like *swoon* when it is said about me. i think i will go to sleep but just know that gender is a pit and i will meet you in it

basically, this is fucking bizarre.

he/him: what the fuck, is that me, what the fuck; she/her: shitshitshit they saw through me, i fucked up

it’s an “i fucked up” v. “they fucked up” situation.

i don’t really try to look like x gender. except for not wearing cleavage-type shirts or … that is it. i wear earrings on occasion (the pronoun one is for special/safe occasions) and nail polish possibly more than i would at home. oh and i don’t wear hair clips for worry-reasons. maybe ill start.

from an outside perspective (aka one that is not through my own eyeballs) do i look like the weird nerd boys? do they think i’m one of them? (sometimes, i don’t entirely mind weirdnerdboys. some are friendly and not-worrisome)

but like when people think i’m a girl, ever, i feel like i’ve failed something. when people think im a boy i am just baffled. gender is so fucked up and i am opting out

i really want to vent about all of my professors thinking im a dude….. except cis friends will not respond in an adequate way and my nb neighbor will not have sympathy for me (and is… also finishing a paper rn. but i would not be surprised to hear “at least you get read as a dude” which like, fair, true, but it’s so weird and i must yell. blog time)

I get nervous going to the comp sci department bc its typically filled with weird dudes, but well, I look like a weird dude. do they think im one of them???? does that make me more or less nervous





it is very messy and sloppy because i made it very very quickly and also this is my first time doing something like this

it was strongly influenced by porpentine's incredible work in the same medium. THANK YOU PORPENTINE

please be aware it touches on abuse, suicide, and misgendering

i am very proud of it

okay that’s all

this game is so good and important


nasa trying to eat the moon

(Source: unknownskywalker)

  1. Camera: Canon EOS 500D
  2. Aperture: f/5.6
  3. Exposure: 1/60th
  4. Focal Length: 84mm


President Clinton’s cat Socks on the Press Secretary’s podium in the press briefing room at the White House, 1993.

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QuestionHi! I'm wondering what do you think about the mother-son dynamic between mako and lin? Maybe not exactly mother and son but you probably know what i mean. In season 4 they're so close! Answer


it’s adorable, in a kinna maternal way but also just like, IT’S NICE THAT LIN HAS A FRIEND.  I assume and hope that she’s supposed to get on well with the rest of the police lol, but within Team Avatar it’s nice to have someone she’d get along with because their normally offputting personalities work together.  It’s nice for her to be connected to someone in team avatar who isn’t Tenzin.  I hope they expand on it.  On the more meta side of things it’s also cool having a young guy who’s mentor is an older woman. 



also mako doin the look last ep was great.  




In case you missed it last night, The T Word is free to watch online! There’s a pretty great representation of trans folks of color and really goes into the traumas and violence our communities face.

ahhh oh my gosh yay i’m so glad I can watch it now! : D